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Saturday, August 06, 2005

oh gosh, why when i want to blog bout stuff i always end up blogging something emotional. eesh. even though im not feeling exactly happy, but some things must really record down. this week ndp reahearsals. not bad. at least better than last week or izzit i become not that paranoid liao. hmm, actually wanted to thank angela cos she did help calm me down. but i not in good mood. so shall not thank anybody. but give u a hug. hugs* oh yar, did i mention that lcpl. rebaca said our squad drill got improve? ahaha. that's true. i think quite so too. haha, squadmates lets jiayou! and remember wat ma'am rachel said. hmm, wat she told us was really meaningful on qian tian heh. we shall remember those words de ma'am. and wat we promised u too. =) hais, feeling abit slinghtly cheerful. hmm, really baddd. fishball lost her nametag. =( oh man, she said that the ncos say that there's no extra nametag in the sj room ehh. then if she still carn find, then cannot march for ndp liao! screams in horror* no! my dearest fishball must march for ndp!!! cos charcoal and nugget are marching too! the triplets must all march lehh. sobs* wee, apparently that day rehearsal ng soo lin was there talking bout some crazy rainy day formation for ndp. and i wasnt paying atention at all. was talking again to fishball. then spotted charlene staring at haha. i shall not say. ahaha. then aiyok, stoopid fishball was lyk so shocked that sumbody were a pair of twins. no ahaha, actually triplets but only got 2 there. the other one is another cca. then she kept having this chao surprised face. ahaha, then i start blabbering away. saying we also got triplets wat. just that one surname is lin, the other is jiang, another one is chen. ahaha then fishball come and say where got ppl triplets different surname one. ahaha. then we start laughing but suddenly realising how loud we are then start shh-ing each other liao. ahaha. so lame. stared at charcoal and then at lcpl. yijing. we both still think that they both look abit alike lehh. haha, but charcoal doesnt think so. saddd man. haha, anyway im the first ever person to hug charcoal dear after that day she had ever hugged her ahem*. haha, gosh, im feeling so honoured. haha, fishball was next. asked whether charcoal wants to be my 5th dar. haha, then she say dun want. ahaha, sad. =( but i dun care she shall be one even though she doesnt give full consent. wee. then go home that time. very funny. cos charcoal was walking on the nybs side of the road with her squadmates who are not crossing the brigde. fishball was walking with squadmates on the school side. and i was walking with charcoal's squadmates who are crossing the bridge also on the school side. then i was lyk talking to charcoal across the road but shouting loudly lahh. and then also shouting way to fishball. ahaha, so charcoal here, fishball there, nugget where. wahaha. X) so mad larhh. whee~ i love my triplets. X) hugs* anyway, im feeling more cheered up liao. =)

always thinking of u` | 12:05 PM